let the beat build

2009-08-11T09:34:00.000+08:00

ahhhhh, she moved to somewhere else.
find her HERE
& its no more private(:
do relink her.

2009-08-07T14:38:00.002+08:00

Un-titled

2009-08-06T14:41:00.001+08:00

URGHHHHHH !

FRIED hair !

2009-08-02T08:28:00.000+08:00

Hello.
Im lazy to type.
Dee got her hair fried, wooooo(:
bye..

Forever

2009-07-31T15:46:00.001+08:00

I love you today and
I will love you tomorrow.
You are so special to me=D

Rock with you.

2009-07-30T12:10:00.001+08:00

Hello readers.
its been a very long and exhausting month for me.
there were tons of things to do with so little time ;
everything's been so fast that i'm so confused about what to do,
with all those books staring at me.
its been really uneasy, it's as if part of my soul has gone away. haha!
and so for today, skipped school due to some reasons.
mom woke me up in the morning, accompanied her to the market with monti.
she bought all the stuffs, while monti and myself sat down at one place.
we had breakfast together, mom continue buying all those cooking stuffs.
and cab back to homey(:
look who's here, Christopher Maurice Brown(:

He is to be sentenced to five years probation and

180 days of community labour after reaching a plea bargain.
he will be moving back to Virginia and will serve his community service.
and he will also take a year of domestic violence classes and pay fines.
He's still my idol.

Sweet dreams

2009-07-24T16:06:00.000+08:00

Hello(:
friday is usually slack, fun fun(:
reached school late, waited for Lya cause she overslept. haha!
class starts at 8am, but we reached school around 9am? ahh yes.
so decided to skip POA lesson=D
had breakfast with mates.
next lesson was SBM, another boring lesson=,=
blah blah blah.
after school meet up with my two ladies(:
and saw Arep, haha!
he really advice me alot and he made me realize of something.
not only me, he advice Sarah too(:
thanks yo.
i better get going, uncle will be home soon. Bye doh!

Boooooooo!

2009-07-23T17:33:00.000+08:00

Skipped S&W and meet up with gfs(:
headed to Ain's place, had lunch together.
suprisingly, Bak was at home. shocking moment! haha!
too bad, he's asleep. I only got to see his sexy legs, hugging the bolster, lol.
fyi, i got no feelings towards him yeah. Seriously, NO(:
its just a joke between me and gfs.
and i shall stop here, cause im lazy and my bolster is calling me. BYE!

Missing an close friend.

2009-07-19T06:32:00.000+08:00

Friends are like erasers, they're there for your mistakes.

our long talks and our laughs we used to share.
and how you made me feel better.
you've change alot girl. I miss the old you.

Nightmare or Dream?

2009-07-18T05:21:00.000+08:00

Hello people!
i got no plan for today, so i shall stay at home(: ~~SAVE MONEY!~~
and yes about yesterday, fun fun cause friday is normally slack yeah.
after school, headed to Vivo with mates to catch a movie.
watch Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince.
the movie was OKAY i suppose.
urgh, you people shall just look into those photos. im lazy to type!

*selamat!

Arse.

2009-07-16T20:03:00.002+08:00

Suke eh kau visit blog aku?
kalau ini blog ader tagboard, mesti da kene spam dari kau.
shooo shoooo shooooo!

The Challenge.

2009-07-15T19:11:00.000+08:00

Booooo(:
firstly, wanna congrats my twin, Catty who manage to get herself into the semi-final(:
im so proud of you, twin.
so, it was Aisah's birthday. Celebrate it in school with classmates during our break time.
she almost cried, i bet she was touched by the suprise that we've made.
lesson as per normal after that.
after school, meet up with gfs and headed to IKEA=D
we walked.talked.laughed.gossiped.

Isn't it strange, when you meet someone and get along so well, together as one. All of your worries push aside and enjoy the company of the one by your side. We share some things, you thought you never would. Not knowing the outcome but wishing you could eventually know. If its meant to be, something inside will say, He's the one for me((:

uh-oh !

2009-07-13T04:21:00.000+08:00

Uncle is not working now, so I was not allow to use the computer.
Grrrrrrrr!
miss me people.

OI VOTE !

2009-07-10T15:21:00.002+08:00

Vote for my Twin, Catty!
ANU SPACE 3
and send to 73388.
1900-112-7703.
Im lazy to post, bye !

Your booty.

2009-07-04T05:32:00.005+08:00

Watch This. hahahahahaaa!
This isnt a PORN.
Woooooo yeahhh;

Apology for the sinful.

2009-07-02T13:52:00.000+08:00

I dont get a good sleep last night, my eyes are open from 3am till now.
my tooth was aching, so there was I on my bed curled up like an letter C.
it was really bad, believe me when I say they were bad as I was pratically bawling.
in the morning, mom was shocked to see me in that silly state. haha!
I kept changing my lying down position and sooner than soon,
the terrible pain dissapeared, CHET ! but still, I cant go back to sleep.
okay, so I cannot sleep, have nothing to do and have been youtube-ing for anything.
so, I only have this computer to accompany me =D
yesterday, accompanied mom to Sheng Shiong. she do buy alot of things ystd ;
suprisingly, she dint even look at the price. she just grab it and throw it into the trolley=.=
and when the payment time, BOMB ! hahahaa;
already told her not to take the things that are not supposed to buy.
she refuses, and so her money flies. she deserve it ! haha!
meet up with Ain after that, headed to plaza.
blah blah blah blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
we walked back home.
i was so bored at home, meet up with Ain again at night.
walked to Senja, buy some snacks. and waited fr Sarah(: *cheer up darling.
Ain look so silly with the pants that she was wearing. LOL
she sang the Fire Burning song, hahahaha. so funnnny yet cute=D
ohh, till here. byebyeasss.

Im sorry.

2009-07-01T07:39:00.003+08:00

I got it =D
Thank you Daddy(((:
yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay ~

Hip on purpose.

2009-06-27T04:30:00.002+08:00

Hating me kinky licks talking so much

Be on you.

2009-06-24T10:50:00.000+08:00

dammit ! just got the exams results, and seriously im not happy with it ;
its my fault, i know. i'll mend my ways(:
whatever it is, here are the photos of yesterday, ENJOY !
some of the photos are blur ;

Thats your issue

2009-06-23T10:50:00.002+08:00

Finally got those photos from Ain.
accompanied mom to NUH for her checkup, and yes Ain tag along too(:
her appointment was at 3pm, but y'know ;
waited till 4plus.
thank god, Ain was there ; we talk and talk and talk.
after the appointment, cab down to Lotone.
had lunch, mom bought some cooking stuffs and cab back to homey.
later, still need to accompany her to NUH for her another checkup ;
will send her there, and then train to woodlands, to Lisa place(:
gonna support twin laterrrr, good luck cattyyyyy !
Cya dogss !
FYI, you dont see me in those photos, cause im the Photographer=D

The sleepover, 12June09

Photos on 13June09, Sentosa trip !

* Look look look, dont play with me.

Lock the spot down

2009-06-21T12:48:00.001+08:00

HAPPY FATHERS DAY TO MY DADDY !
tanpamu ayah, aku tkder duit ! *wink

1. Your status please.
- married with 10kids ! =.=

2. How many hours do you sleep?
- 8hours.

3.Do you own a laptop or cellphone?
- Cellphone.

4 Where is your bf/gf?
- DEAD.

5.Last person you kissed?
- my mom.

6. Have you been to the movie in last
5 days?
- nehh

7.Last food that you ate?
- fried kway teow.

8.Your dream vacation?
- to US ass !!!

9.Have you been in love?
- yea.

10. Do you miss anyone right now?
- yes. my mates):

11. What are you listening to right now?
- keep you much longer by akon.

12. Do you collect anything?
- nope.

13. Last time you took shower?
- an hour ago.

14. Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt?
- hmmm. what can i say ? fate is no joke;

15. Have you ever broke someone's heart?
- i dont think so.

16. If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
- half of it says yes, but i shall move on (:

17. What's in your mind?
- i want to meet my mates!

18. How do you feel right now?
- hyper.

19. What was the last SMS you receive about?
- saying good morning(:

20. Do you smoke?
- smoke what ? weed? nope ;

21. Usual first impression on you.
- no idea.

22. Last person you talked to on the phone?
- friend of mine.

23. What's yr answer in no.8?
- i said, 'to US ass!'

24 . When's the best time to eat icecream?
- during the hot weather.

25. What are you doing tomorrow?
- accompany mom to NUH for her checkup.

26. Were you a nerd in 5th grade?
- i guess so? hahahahahaha !

27. Have you ever been on Tv?
- nope.

28. Have you ever loved so much that you're willing to sacrifice your life for him/her?
- err, hell no ! just an monkey love of mine.

29. 3 things aboutyourself?
- ask my friends.

30 . What's bothering you?
- i want to know the truth. but how?

31. What are you thinking abt?
- idk.

33. Best childhood memory :
- i cant remember.

34. Do you pierce?
- yea.

35 . Would you ever get back together with any of your ex's if they asked you?
- hell no.

36. Want to marry?
- nonok aku blom gatal lagi lah.

37. To whom ?
- buta huruf per?

38. Alaska or Hawaii?
- hawaii.

39.Do you love chocolate?
- white choc? ahhhh yesss ;

40. questions for the day.
- nothing.

* Your boyfriend shows up his dick to me. ohhhh wow!

aint no tricking, boy.

2009-06-19T13:42:00.001+08:00

Something popped into my head again.
so, bear with me.
no one can save me now.
but i know one thing for sure, im gonna get my kicks bfore it all burns down.
some says, tragedy's are hard to get over.
but sometimes, that tragedy means its over.
i ain't doing nothing, but moving on, let the truth be known.
we all got our own problems, no one gonna fly down low ; get what i mean?
em, what have i done so bad ?
fate's not around, all the luck is gone.
i lost everything, but i aint the only one ;
you've been the muthafuckin female dog ! no matter what happens, i still hate you ;
i just cant stop hating you.
no direspect intended, but i've no choice.
uhhhhhhhhhh, so fly i need an ass kick !
if you think im referring this to you? then emmm da da da da da da da da da da da !
ohhh Ain, i need all those photos. fasterrrrrrrrr !

Cat fight for you.
Dog fight for me.
Babi hutan for you.
remember, LISAAAAAA????

*Shitting on you and now lemme flush the toilet and wipe my ass.

I'll give you an AIDS dick !

2009-06-18T15:23:00.000+08:00

I really need a new hp, ohh please dad !
both my phone are DEAD. both of it cant be charged (((((:
dont blame me, blame the phones.
repaired? the LG phone costs 165bucks for repairing.
the Sony Ericsson im not sure.
might as well, buy a new one. rather then repair the LG phone ;
am i right?
dad promise to buy me a new phone by this month.
currently, using mother in law hp. *wink
Ain, ketawa tk?
oh yaa, she's having her holiday with her families, whereas BAK is in camp.
BAK buah hati jantung ku, remember ain? hahahahaaaaa ;
ok, im getting lame.
da laaa bye !

*Hey Mr, i aint your personal sex toy. Screw that into your mind ;

Hit you up.

2009-06-17T11:13:00.004+08:00

Mom got to know something yesterday.
and her decision was so easy, asking me to stop contacting with him.
i was so speechless at that part of time.
we're just friends, i wanted to tell her that but you know....
she have some other reasons.
i was uber shocked, she was so mad ;
she doesn't want me to get hurt or something, i know.
but im just a friend of him and he's a friend of mine ;
i dont how to explain all this to her.
my decision is to continue the friendship with him.
if anything happens after this, i know what to do ; i cant blame anyone.
my decision, my fault ; so i'll handle it myself.
so many things to share with, for the past few weeks.
BadandGood.
GOOD was the sleepover with Ain on 5th June at my place.
GOOD was the ANU thang went to Mediacorp to support twin&Yay, shegotin!
BAD was the meeting time with the two ass on friday(12june)
GOOD that maklong and paklong came singapore to visit mom(:12june-14june GOOD was the sleepover with Ain and Sarah at my place on friday night;12june BAD happens on saturday, em i shall not say it here.
mom gonna have her checkup later at NUH, i was force to accompany her.
no choice, im her only child.
so, i shall get going(: byebye !

* Nothing change, I dont play with you muthafuckas !

You're the sucker for the day !

2009-06-16T15:02:00.000+08:00

Friendship is strength when you are too weak to notice its there.

starhub suckkkkkkk;

2009-06-09T16:42:00.001+08:00

BOOOOOOOOO !

Internet at home is acting like an arseeee.

so, i shall update when the internet has recover(:

missmepeopleeeee=D

You're hideous !

2009-06-04T20:03:00.003+08:00

(Look at my Divaaaaa cat!)

helllooooo(:
mom will be discharge by next week ;
didn't visit her today, she's the one who told me not to visit.
the reason why she doesn't want me to visit her bcause,
she wants me to clean up the messy house and buy all the kitchen stuffs.
so, meet up with gfs at plaza ; had my lunch at Kopitiam.
cause i need to eat RICE ! been threee fucking days i never eat RICE !
bought all the kitchen stuffs, and walked home with gfs.
nbilah went home first, cause she's working ;
watched Jangan Tegur with gfs, shout without any reason ;
next, sarah's boyf came. watched Fast and Furious 4 together. *notinteresting!
bla bla bla bla bla bla ;
im sleeping over Ain's place tonight (: YAYYYYY !
too bad, Bak is not around. He's in camp):
gonna hug Ain like crazzaaaaaayyyyyyyyy !
sleep naked yea Ainnnnnn ?

Plans for this June Hols:
1) Celebrating Nabilah's birhday at Sentosa with Breastfriends and secondary mates(:
2) Zoo trip with breastfriends and their partners.
3) Johor trip with Khai(:
4) Hang out with Amiraaaaa and Ekaaaaaaa=D
5) -
6) -
7) -
8) -

* I dont care laaarrrr! smelly smelly smelly smelly smelly !!!!!!!!!

hahahahahahahahaha. beggar !

2009-06-03T20:28:00.003+08:00

Visit mom just now(: the Operation is done ;
hopefully, she can be discharge by this friday. ohhh pls pls pls pls pls !
exams are over ! yayyyyyyyyyy !
he turn me on, so hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot !
see ya when school reopens hot(((((:
woooohoooo woooohoooo woooohoooo woooohoooo woooohoooo woooohoooo woooohoooo woooohoooo woooohoooo woooohoooo woooohoooo woooohoooo woooohoooo woooohoooo woooohoooo woooohoooo woooohoooo woooohoooo woooohoooo woooohoooo woooohoooo woooohoooowoooohoooo woooohoooo woooohoooo woooohoooo woooohoooo woooohoooo woooohoooo woooohoooo woooohoooo woooohoooo woooohoooo woooohoooo woooohoooo woooohoooo woooohoooo woooohoooo woooohoooo woooohoooo woooohoooo woooohoooo woooohoooo woooohoooo woooohoooo woooohoooo woooohoooo woooohoooo woooohoooo !

beggar.

2009-06-03T01:09:00.000+08:00

morning people (((:
im all alone at home, cant sleep ; talking on the phone with AinSarahAfad=D
thanks to them for giving me support.
Lisa also(: thanks mate.
i never studied for tmr paper, eh i mean today ; eh i mean laterrrr ; hahahahaha *wink
OCM suck big time ;
ok, i've got nothing to say already. gonna continue talking with those asssssss ((((:

i see you in my nightmares.

2009-06-02T19:48:00.000+08:00

Mom is in good condition. Visit her just now with my breastfriend and cousin ;
saw my eyecandy in school todayyyy. Happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy((((:

*Orang degil dengan Orang penipu? Hmmmmm, aku pilih orang degil ; kamuuuu?
bodoh peh penipu !!!!!

fuckit !

2009-06-01T19:55:00.003+08:00

Bawang putih bawang merah =.=

No mood to post. Mom is in the hospital, just been warded. I dont know what's the cause, i was not allowed to visit her. Dad wants to me study for tmr paper ; so i shall visit her tmr after school. ok bye !

stupido !

2009-05-31T13:13:00.003+08:00

Im not using this number (8381879*)
the simcard got blocked ;
to those who still have not receive my new number, i've sent you a msg via friendster.
PLEASE READ !

(If you're no longer using friendster, then ask me personally, thru msn(: If not, i cant be bothered to give you my new number. thank you!)

Hardballs.

2009-05-30T12:43:00.002+08:00

And finally, brought all my books back at home.
no more sleeping in the locker, but now they're sleeping in my room ;
hahahahaha, im uber lazy to open them up and read them and stuck them all in my head.
meeting my two gfs later, shall study with them later.
actually, im so tired to go out from this house, the weather is so hotttttt ;
makes me feel so tired.
my plan was to ask them to come over to my place, and study together.
but i forgot that nbilah's bringing her boyfriend along.
nevermind, im going out tho ; to buy my prepaid card((((:
suprisingly, mom woke me up, asking me to settle kito's litter tray ;
was cleaning kito's dirty+smelly cage, she came to me and gave 20bucks.
asking me to topup, i was like
"Angel mane masuk badan dier nie? tiber2 kasi duit utk topup."
bcause, on thurs i told her i need money to topup my ppd but she said NO ;
and yet, today morning she gave me 20bucks ! hahahahaha((: thanks yo!
after giving me the money, she went out.
before meeting gfs, i have to wait for dad to come home.
i need another 10bucks *wink
man, i need to hug ain laterrrrrrrr! ter-steam ar. hahaha(;
i better get going ;

*fyi, you're still not forgiven, suckaaaa !

Part time broker.

2009-05-28T20:49:00.004+08:00

I miss my bitches already):

schools getting boring, serious shit ;

thank god, next week is the last week of school !
today, skipped lesson again(:
meet up with my two gfs at lotONE ; *layu siol punat aku, tungu kan dorang!
nabilah was not in the good mood ; love story=D
at least she smiles whenever i popped out my lame jokes.
our main plan for this june hols, is to go to the Zoooooooo(: yay!
and they're bringing their love ones along, even AIN ! *naughty eh kau, blang bak !
guess what ? ain peh laki ader tatu ! hahahahahaha, tknk kalah eh kau. ain ain !
im not going to ask Salim to tag along, thats for sure. hell nooooo !
im scared of him. serious ;
he's different from the other guys i knew.
da cakap, the antique guy with an antique name ((((:
nevermind, i'll just tag along. i can be their photographer for the day ;
1snap costs $2.00((:
i dont feel like going to school tmr, but i have no choice.
exams are coming and yet all book are still sleeping in the locker.
shall bring them home tmr(:
im wanting to pierce Hand web piercing! waiting for apai to return home(:
my piercer boy(;

OE mini class partayyyyy(: Thanks to Mdm Haslina.

Go hard.

2009-05-27T21:18:00.001+08:00

school was boring today.
after break time was OCM, boring lesson+boring teacher ;
sat down in the class doing nothing, teacher was busy with her lappy.
yea, we was told to do the paper that she gave us.
but do you think classmates wants to complete the paper? , maybe some will ;
sat down in the class for an hour, and decided to cabot her lesson(;
so, off we goooo ! lisa and myself=D
we train to woodlands, waited for ain. bought some crackers and off to civic ;
talkandtalkandtalk.
my two other girls came, plan was to study CTR but.....
you know me people((((((((((:
and decided to go back cwp, lisa went home first.
gfs bought some foods and slack.
and suddenly this conversation popped out:
ME: " eh nanti kalau gy ZOO korang bawak laki2 korang, abeh aku solo ?"
AIN: " kau bawak ah SALIM"
(theothertwostartstolaugh)
Salim? who's he ? ahahahahahahaaa ; the antique guy with an antique name ! lol
all thanks to nabilah's boyfriend who introduce him to me=.=
we train-ed back home together(: i already miss my bitches ;

*And now im done believing you.

I've trashed my way.

2009-05-26T20:34:00.000+08:00

Here's a video of Catty and Lisa, taken by me(: ENJOYYY !

You pass through my life that day and left your mark.
you may never pass my way again ;
no matter what, i wanna say thank you for the impression you made
that will stay with me for eternity.
i enjoyed the talk we had before, I am blessed for that moment in time.
everytime, i ask myself "why him?"
when so many people pass through my life each day, but why him?
what attracts me to you ? what makes me want to know more?
i wanna know.
even if my questions are never answered, there is one thing i want YOU to know is that,
i have been blessed by the effect you had on me in that Moment in Time(:
how can i ease my fears ? would the old wounds reappear??????
i really need some time to heal.
and i also knew that my angel has been taken away.
i smiled like everything was fine, but...
for all the times you made me smile, thank you.
for all the times you cared about my well being, thank you.
for all the times you brought me joy, thank you.
never forget that i still get lost in your eyes.
thank you for everything goodboy(:
you're sent from heaven up above.
i accept everything that just happened.

*im bored and that thang popped into my mind again): but overall im ok ;

sheets sheets sheets

2009-05-25T20:10:00.002+08:00

booooooooooo(:
suprisingly, i did not bring along my hp to school today.
my plan is to see, whether i can survive w/o hp or not ;
yesssaa, i can survive(:
but regret, reached home switched on my hp .
and received msg from him, in the morning ! *sweet msg pulak tu !
i've apologies to him, but no reply):
nevermind, he may be busy. i miss him so mucccccchhhhhhhhhh
i still remember, the day when i got my N-level results ;
he's the one who gives me support.
eventhough, we argue on alot of things but i still think he's the best guyfriend i've ever known(:
he never cheat me. yea, i know arrrr ;
only that he went missing for a month, without saying any last words.
i dont love him nor do i like him. i just find him so special ;
& i dont know why.
i can always trust him, he never lie to me. not even one time !
all info, thanks to cikooooo ; yg telah hilang kemanaaaaa
i shall stop here ((((:

Lost.

2009-05-24T11:30:00.001+08:00

Spend my saturday with Lya(:
cityhall.marina.suntec.bugis.vivo.bpp.greenridge
im lazy to type ;
*oh ya, i miss you too friend (: you know who you are ;

*orang bodohhh je panggil aku minahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

money.girlfriends.clothes.

2009-05-22T18:39:00.000+08:00

&finally roleplay for CTR has ended(((:
so yeah, today after school meet up with sarah, and train-ed to woodlands ;
we talk and talk and talk.
waited for gfs for so long and we continue talking=.=
and without knowing, i've contacted Ezzly for 6months(((:
but still, we doesnt seems to understand each other.
ok cut it offffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff !
accompanied gfs had their lunch.
talkedlaughed as usual.
walked around cw, i crap alot today. alottttt ;
and and, got this part ain&nbilah told us about this particular guy ..... so disgusting !
we laughed like insane people. i dont care what people says ;
slack for awhile, while waiting for nbilah's bf.
sarah left first, bcause she's working at 5 ;
walked around cw again, while waiting for nbilah's bf.
he came, and we took bus home together.
got some extra money from mom just now, i need to go shopping tmr.
accompany me anyone ? ain is not feeling wellll):
* Bak is zeila's property! remember ain ? hahahahahahahaaaaaa!
_____________________________________________________________________

What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
• in the toilet, bathing.

If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?
• i guess no, move on ;

How many different things did you drink today?
• twoooo

Have you ever told someone you hated them?
• em, yesssa

Are you in a good mood?
• yes yes .

What was the color of the bridesmaid dresses of the last wedding you went to?
• cant remember.

Do you have a nickname?
• yes i do ;

What was the last thing that make you angry?
• forgot.

Are you taking anyone for granted?
• im not that bad.

When was your last time you saw your Dad?
• few minutes ago.

Do you get annoyed easily?
• sometimes .

How many letters are in your name?
• 14. real name yea

Whose book did you read last?
• none .

How do you walk?
• tergelek gelek ! =,=

Are you okay with the life you live?
• yes .

Do you curse in front of your parents?
• yes. few days ago ;

If you were offered to smoke some weed right now would you accept?
• no thanks .

What color shirt are you wearing?
• black .

What were you thinking last night when you went to bed?
• exams exams exams. no la ;

Who was the last person you hugged?
• kito ;

If the last person that you kissed said they wanted to marry you, what would you say?
• it was kito, and he's my cat. =,=

Whats currently bothering you right now?
• who's gonna accompany me go shopping tmr ?!!!!!

How have you felt today?
• normal.

Are you wearing shorts?
• hell yea !

You had a boy best friend?
• yes. I own two boy best friend ;

Work your pussy baby.

2009-05-20T19:16:00.002+08:00

I miss this girl so muchhhhhhhhhh ; Ekaaaaaa((:

&Congrats to my twin who manage to get herself into the Top20((:

stress?
fear?
worry?
happy?
which one do i have, i feel weird yet nothing=.=
*man, i miss talking on the phone with cikooo, disturbing ain((((:

Dance baby DANCE !

2009-05-19T20:33:00.004+08:00

Look at the guy wearing the white shirt. so hotttttttttttt(:

Take this thought and send it your way.

2009-05-18T20:08:00.006+08:00

Taken today while others were having their roleplay(:
(CattyLisaZeila)

Finally, my roleplay script for CTR is done(: all thanks to my partner, Jerica ;
school as per normal today. nothing much happen ;
today was my group presentation, for BPF. and finally we're done.
just need to change lil bit ;
after school, headed to lotone with mates.
bought my stuffs and accompanied them go makan.
i bought Prata Sausage at ate it at KFC.
we talked,laughed.. repeat the same thang, and walked around lotone ;
waited for Ain, and trained back home together.
she came to my place, took her calculator. &got attacked by kito=D
yesterday, stay at home for the whole day.. *save more money !
i mopped the house. clean up my messy room. clean up Kito's litter tray etc...
talked on the phone with lisaaa.
i did all that, but forgot one thing. that is to do some revision((((:
but all books are in the locker. i shall bring it home yea, by this week ;
im lack in OCM, having a teacher that is sucha pain in the arseeeeeee !
enter her classs, sat down..open up the book, do what has been told ;
then wrote the answer on the board, she marked. and thats it !
even if she explain, i cant even hear her. its not that i cant be bothered.
the class were noisy, and yet she didn't know how to control the classs ;
she needs to be more strict. yesssssss ;
& i cant wait for holidaaysssss((((((((((((((:

*imhotterthanYOU !

Alphabet bitches.

2009-05-17T10:57:00.001+08:00

Decided to delete my previous blog. *noidea
my life has been great lately. aint thinking about that thang anymore ;
sucha waste of time, my life has to move on. Correct ?
they're happy out there, while im sad here? hell no !
im still the crazay teenage girl.
only that, exams are coming and im still not revising=D
books are all in locker. ahaaaaa ;
suprisingly, my script for CTR roleplay is still not done. awesome!
i shall do it later, by today. if not partner will go mad at me, right Jerica?
&oh ya, to those who still havent received my new phone number, ask myself yea(:
not using either 9420491* or 8300663* ;
i better get going((: take care fools !
___________________________________________________________________

A week from today, will you be in a relationship?
hell no.

Last time someone kissed your forehead?
last friday. by my mom(:

Do you know a lot of people with the same cell phone as you?
nope.

Is your hair curly or straight right now?
curly.

Is tomorrow gonna be a good day?
i hope so.

Who was the last person you spoke on the phone yesterdat to for over 10 minutes?
Lisa.

Did you go out or stay in last night?
stay in

Are you happier now or three months ago?
no difference. its the same ;

Have you ever sent a text to the wrong person?
always.

Who do you want to see right now?
girlfriends!

Do you dislike it when people don't show emotion?
yes

Who was your last text from?
unknown number.

Do you and this person have a good relationship?
nope.

Have you ever gotten butterflies?
no?

Was this New Year's enjoyable?
nehhh

Do you consider flirting cheating?
kind of

Were you single on your last birthday?
yes

Do you ignore people when you're mad/upset?
depends.

Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?
depends who.

Is there someone you will never forget?
ehh yessssssaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

Honestly, if you could go back one month and change something would you?
hell yeahhhhhhhhhhhh !!!

Do you think you're a good person?
sometimes. ahaaaaa(:

Be honest, who were you texting a little while ago?
hanaki and unknown.

What is something that you realized today?
dont know.

Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
i dont know.

Who was the first person you talked to today?
mom.

Have you held hands with anyone in the past 24 hours?
noooo

Are you a patient person?
depends.

Are you afraid of death/dying?
yes

Think a lot before you fall asleep yesterday?
nope.

Do you enjoy late night phone conversations?
depends.

Were you happy when you woke up today?
sooo happyyyyyyyyy.

What was the first thing you did when you woke up?
kissed my kitty(((:

What are you excited for?
nothing.

Do you have curly hair?
yessss and im lovin it=D

Are you mad at anyone right now?
no no.

Would you like receiving flowers or do you think that's tacky?
flower

Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
yes!

Have you ever counted to 1,000?
nope.

Are your parents strict?
my mom.

Have you made a prank phone call?
orang deng jer tk buat prank call. ahahahaha.

Ever been in love?
yesssa.

Do looks matter?
no.

Have you ever bought anything from Pac Sun?
no.

Have you ever slapped someone?
yes.

Favorite month of the year?
oct oct oct oct !

Do you have any tattoos?
noo.

Have you ever crawled through a window?
nope.

*im bored and decided to do this survey.

2009-03-06T15:47:00.003+08:00

((: I got nothing to post for tdayyy

friendster sucks!

2009-03-05T19:18:00.004+08:00

screwed up with schools stuffs, i swear !
this course is really making me "#%$^$". Its too late for me to change to another course..
but thank god, I only have to suffer this for a year((:
i dont choose this course, so dont blame meeee. grrrr
and yesterday skipped school, cause "OVERSLEPT" -.-
in the afternoon, mates came to my place to see Kito. I wish Rizky was still here,
then they'll know how hyper she is..Now, Kito has already know how to jump up onto the
washing machine=.= Rizky dint even jump till there((:
then, in the evening Ain and myself headed to Plaza.. I did something stupid, LOL
:sorry ah nabilah kacau kau kerjeeeee, haaaa((:
em, till here for today post. takecare!

2009-03-04T11:37:00.002+08:00

I sign in into my previous blogger account and saw this (: enjoyy.

2009-03-02T18:48:00.004+08:00

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Hello! Just reached home, bought Pie Kia in the morning and train-ed to clementi..
first period was Finance, and we did nothing. Surf the net and stuffs(:
my project for Finance is still not done.. haiyaa. This course is making me "^%%$^$#"
today lesson end at 4pm, releived teacher release us abit early..
so, on the way back home, walkd to the mrt.. mates was so "gila babi"
Lya, with her many kinds of laughing..umm, you have to hear her laughin.. its crazy !
Shaheerah, with her LOUD laugh ! lol
Fiqah, with her "so called" silent laugh..hahahaaaa!
and tmr we have no p.e lesson, cause Ms Jamie have to go for a course? not sureeee
what are we going to do in school for 3hours? hahaaaa.
we'll see tmr(:
oh yea, yesterday after fetching mum. we headed to SPCA and adopt the Tabby kitten=D
its a male, and we name him "KITO".. i know its abit weird, but
the meaning "Kito" in ARAB is CAT (:
after adopting her, headed to Bedok Corner to had our lunch..
i wanted to go IKEA(tamp) but then its raining and I pity Kito in the box.. yea, BOX!
cause that time we have not buy the cage. Went clementi and bought him a cage..
went home, cleaned up his place... meet ain at Sega lrt around 7, and tain-ed to plaza.
bought stuffs, train-ed back to my place... she played with Kito and went home(:
Rizky is the BOMB(: iloveher the best... but that doesnt mean i dont love Kito.
only that Rizky is so special to me=D

Rizky and Kito <3>

2009-03-01T11:05:00.001+08:00

I miss the two of them(: Irfan and Jhing Ni

Finally, my computer has been repaired(:
One more thing is that, Im done with my PowerPoint Presentation=D
So, yesterday went to SPCA, the kitten dad wanted to show me has been Adopted. We're late
I wanted the Tabby Kitten but its already 4pm and the adopt-ing time has ended. Too Bad
Suprisingly, mum also like the Tabby kitten(: ummm.
this time mum and myself wants a MALE kitten! wooo~ but, Rizky's the best (:
Dad decided to adopt it other day): Actually mum thought the adoption was free..
but we indeed have to pay, but the cost is not so expensive. Its quite reasonable
mum still in her "%$^$^^" mood. First she said, she allowed having another kitten but
then after a few hours she changed her mind ?! wtf !
but still, Dad really want to adopt a kitten (:
after visiting the SPCA, headed to Dad's friend house to see his cat.
the cat is already 4months, and his body size is BOOM !
we wanted a kitten not a cat. bla bla bla
had our lunch at Mackenzie Rd and headed to Mustafa Centre
bought perfumes and stuffs, and went woodlands Sheng Shiong....
and today, going to fetch mum later and we're going IKEA(: Till here !

2009-02-27T10:30:00.002+08:00

Im still thinking about Rizky): I know, I have to accept the fact that she's no longer in the world.
This happen so fast, it takes time for me to stop thinking about her.
However, yesterday after school fetch Monti from school and she showed me
where the place they had buried Rizky. Its abit far from my place.
Dad told me he wanted to adopt a kitten at SPCA. but.. mum said 'NO'
I know how she feels, she dont want this incident to happen again.
But, by having a new kitten we can at least ummmm. haiya, i dont know how to explain larr
I already tried to "PUJOK" my mum but she keep saying 'NO'
She really meant it, No means No
Eventhough, if I have a new kitten it will not be the same as Rizky(:
I've already miss her so much! Now she's happily playing in Heaven=D

you left us bby

2009-02-26T11:10:00.000+08:00

God loves her more than I do): i'll miss you Rizky !

bye bye !

2009-02-16T14:16:00.004+08:00

( this was taken on 7Feb09 )

hello! Last saturday I spent my whole day with girlfriends(: around 230 walked to

Greenridge to meet Ain and Sarah. bought stuffs and walked back to my place,

we watched vcds and cooked ourself Maggie Mee=D

while watching those vcds, sarah and myself put on make-up for ain, hahahaaa!

that part was so funny ! we used the black eyeshadow and drew on her face.

bla bla bla, around 630 headed to Fajar to buy my codat foods.

sarah wanted to buy Ginger Beer for her Afad, after buying walked to afad's place.

she pass the drink and went back to my place.

we had dinner together. talked and stuff, and we did something lame in the kitchen -.-

wooo~

yesterday, i spent the whole day at home, taking care of Rizky.

i was shocked in the morning, mum woke me up and told me that Rizky is not feeling well again.

so, i decided to stay at home and take care of her.

today i woke up and saw Rizky is enjoying her breakfast.

dad and myself was like " fuhhhh" she is back to normal AGAIN (:

Dont go baby !

2009-02-12T10:59:00.005+08:00

Im really worried about Rizky. She suffered from Lung Infection):
mum and dad brought her to the Vet yesterday, and doc told she suffered from the Lung.I ..
She can go anytime.. hais, i really hope nothing will happen to her !

2009-02-09T09:41:00.007+08:00

ehemm & ciko !

Wanna wish, Happy 20th Birthday to ehemm (Ezzly) (: ily!

Oh yea, ain can you please send me the photos asap=D

2009-02-06T11:09:00.002+08:00

Last tuesday, met Sarah at Cck at headed to Bishan to meet Ain(:

went Suntec to collect sarah's payslip, after collecting, headed to Carrefour and bought
Sausage Bun and Tempura Sushi(: i bought 4 packet of Tempura sushi ! lmao

walked to marina and slacked. around 7, board the bus to B.Batok...

while walking to Sarah's auntie house, we were laughing all the way !

disturbing ain with his "ANEH" ! hahahr

train back to panjang and reached home around 1030(:

zeiezzly!

2009-02-03T14:31:00.009+08:00

waddup ? In school now, chatting with zarifah..yea, I admit i miss her(:

not only i missed her, but i miss my classmates and schoolmates.

all the laughters we had before, i still kept it in my mind(:

all the teachers, especially Mr Lye Kok Hwa!

Mr Seet's hair(: hahar.

but im still enjoying with my new classmates=)

anyway, this coming 14Feb will be the 2month of my friendship with ehemm.

its on Valentine's day somemore(: wooohoo !

after school going suntec with gfs!, actually i cant wait to disturb nonie!

mimi is coming back to singapore, that's what im waiting for sia..

im still not sure when is the date she's coming back. i'll wait for her(:

ok arr, i got nothing more to talked about.. byeee!

2009-02-02T14:45:00.001+08:00

Hello, my name is Rizky(:

i love you ***

2009-02-01T16:42:00.003+08:00

I've been very busy lately, my presentation for OCM is still not completed...
lappy has been missing for a week, i have no idea whre my uncle put it.
these days, been spending my day with gfs and rizky.. wondering who's rizky?
she's my kitten(: i'll post her photos one day..
last wednesday and thursday is a great day for me, gfs lepak at my place..
talked on the phone with Ciko, hahahar ain ain !
we watched movie and shouted like insane people, talked some stuffs...
yesterday went cwp with mum to buy Rizky stuffs, like foods medication and her toys(:
got to go! bye bye !

2009-01-29T12:38:00.002+08:00

I'll post when im free(:

2009-01-19T15:21:00.003+08:00

wanna see more photos of us at Nadiah's Party?

wait for my next post!

2009-01-16T10:55:00.002+08:00

Having OSA lesson now, after school meeting gfs and maybe going back WS ..

i miss WS, YES i admit ! i miss the teachers i miss the food and especiall my baby 4i!!

those laughter we had in the past): my new classmates are ok, they're funny, especially

having Jericca in the class. i love to laugh at her, cause she's funny!

tmr im going to my lovey dovey party! gtg now, byebye!

2009-01-15T14:23:00.001+08:00

Happy 17th Birthday to my lovey dovey! (:

may all your wishes come true.

2009-01-14T09:30:00.001+08:00

hello ! im in school now, supposed to come at 10 but then Mdm Haslina wanted to see our class

school's been great for me(: yesterday after school headed to lotone to meet Ain and Nbilah!

i miss them so much ! i got so many stories to tell them.. hahar!

Finally, he's name is no longer in my heart.. i regret getting to know him..but now its over!

so, last friday after school went cck to meet Nadiah, accompany her friends go makan and back

to nadiah's house. waited for her to change clothes etc... and bus to clementi

meet abg alem at Hani's house, they sing sang sung and the clock shows 9.00pm..

so i bus home(: i'll post more soon.

2009-01-08T11:46:00.001+08:00

My classmates (:

2008-11-20T09:00:00.000+08:00

prom night was not "Boom" than what I expected. But I still got the chance to see my fav teachers and my classmates(: Even though not all of them are at the Prom. Before going to Prom, girlfriends + ariff came to my house. eh wait, plus ain's mom ! That part was kinda fun. ENJOY THE SLIDESHOW=D

2008-11-13T11:16:00.004+08:00

abang lobang !

Goodness, finally bought my prom thang! Girlfriends bought their dresses while I buy an high waisted skirt, long sleeve top, suspenders and leggings. after many hours searching for the prom dress, first was far east and all the way to heeren and bus to bugis and finally we find the nice one there. thanks to arep for accompanying us, eventhough he irritate me alot yesterday! after the hunting for prom things, we headed home. Chat with nabilah and went to sleep(:

YAY ME !
jhing nie.
I'm Cici, am I cute enought for you ?

Once again, Im happy that my family are back with dad family(: They disagree on a lot of things. They are egoistic. They do hurt each other at times. However, despite all these imperfections, they are still as happy as they could be. Im going to celebrate this year Hari raya Haji at Malacca. With mum family, dad's not going cause he have to work. Dad's family also celebrating H.Raya Haji at Kampong, but different place. they're at negeri sembilan, but we still going there in the morning of the h. raya haji. arghh ! today is Rihanna Concert, fjefmwfeif ! i miss baby farisha, she already got two tooth(:

2008-11-10T11:04:00.003+08:00

Jolly shandy !

i miss mimi so much ! she did send me her new photos and her new house in Aust..
she already left us here in singapore for about a month.
and she'll be back here next two years. she's studying there now(bad girl gone good -.-)
while her sister husband's working there. come back soon sweetheart(:
so, maybe after prom night i'll be living singapore.
im staying at my grandma house, im not working so why not accompany my grandma.
more photos will be uploaded soon (:
buy me many many jolly shandy(lychee) and i'll kiss you on the butt !

2008-11-06T11:08:00.001+08:00

Taken yersterday(:

2008-11-04T19:42:00.009+08:00

Every family has strengths that makes it special and unique from the rest

Saturday was actually my outing with Anie and Dirah. We did went out but
not for long. after sending my uniform, our plan was to go Causeway .
but then Nadiah asked me accompany her to town.
So, meet her at 5pm and bus to Lucky plaza. we went to this shop where
abgalem gf told her that they wanted a part timer.
as usual, wait for their call =.= walked to Far east,walked
around looking fr a job for nadiah, but all of them wanted Chinese ;
walk walk walk and nadiah told me she wanted to do extensions, so i paid for her.
now she have a purple hair ! lol
around 8pm, train to jurong and meet mami and baba at Imm
headed to Abang Alem's workplace, took the Cpu and had dinner.
bus home(:
Sunday, woke up around 12 and had breakfast. waited for mum to come home
and watched this indonesia ghost story. blah blah blah !
around 6, headed to mami's house. had lunch and bus to Cdans.
cousins aunties uncles grandma are all thre.
played bowling, nadia and my lane was not combine with their lane.
after playing two games, had dinner near the pool .
so grandma already know that im going to stay at her house after my prom night(:
talking about prom night, i haven even buy anything.
gfs planned to buy on the 10th, still not sure ;
anyway, photos are all in my udhgjrn phone.

2008-11-01T11:21:00.004+08:00

Some of the outdated photos=]

2008-11-01T09:58:00.000+08:00

welcome bay bay !